Everything is senseless, and I'm getting sick of it.
I might just end up doing what everyone else is doing in order to survive:
1) Getting high on sex, drugs and alcohol in order to numb themselves to the reality of it all.
2) Getting high on sex, drugs and alcohol in order to convince themselves that they're truly 'living.'
3) Burying myself in work and achieving material success in order to convince myself that I'm worth something.