All forgiveness. All love.

I am done with holding grudges and clinging on to old memories and past hurts. I am ready to move on, forgive, live and let live. I am letting go of all the feelings that have been keeping me hostage over the past few months. I am letting go of all the situations that I cannot yet understand and have no control over. I am at peace with the fact that the future is unpredictable and changeable because I know that I am ready to take charge and direct my ship wherever it's meant to go. I am surrendering all my hopes, plans and desires unto God and unto a higher power.

I trust that whatever will be will be - and it will be what's best for me.

I am so thankful for all the love, care and consideration that I've been showered with this year. Thank you, Jesus. I got all I wanted and much more. I have a manager that cares for me, a family that loves me, friends who are there for me and so much to give and to learn each and every day. I am thankful and grateful. My heart feels so full.

This festive season, I made it a point to host friends at my place - following the safe distancing rules, of course - and it has been nice to catch-up with people whom I haven't seen in ages! I am hosting another gathering tomorrow, and I can't wait for everyone to meet each other, and hopefully make some new friends! I am loved. I am enough. I am happy. I am fulfilled.

Thank you, Jesus.

Thank you for giving me all the world and more.

I just hope that I can give it back someday - like Annie does - in my art, in my work, in my thoughts, words and actions.

I want to be a light unto others like how you have been a light unto all of us and how others have been a light unto me.

- AMEN -