Today, I realise that I need to let go of unrealistic expectations of myself and of others. I need to let go of self-loathing, of comparison and feeling 'less than' my peers who are farther ahead in their entertainment careers. We all have to start somewhere. I need to let go of the nostalgia that I have for past relationships that have hurt me whether intentionally or unintentionally. I need to let go of anger, distaste and disgust towards exes whom I felt have wronged me in the past. I need to let go of the need to hold onto people who want to leave. I need to let go of the hope that they will come back to me in the future. In letting go of all these thoughts, feelings, hopes, fears and emotions, I am letting in love, light, forgiveness, gratitude, acceptance, calm, peace, joy and happiness. I am able to feel genuinely happy for my exes if they decide to move on with someone new. I am genuinely thankful from the bottom of my heart for the love they have shown me, for the lessons they've taught me and for the way they cared about me when I didn't know how to care for myself. I am thankful for all the experiences that we've shared because they have added depth to my life as a human being here on earth. I am able to give more generously of myself now that I have experienced what it means to be loved by someone else. I am learning to listen to my heart again.