Another day of feeling strange, but we'll see how it goes. Fingers-crossed, I'll start feeling like myself again. It's such a strange feeling... I've been off the set of Stuck With You (the reality series I was in) for close to 2 weeks now, yet somehow it's taking me a much longer time to readjust back to life at home. It's as if the whole routine I've established during the Circuit Breaker period has now been turned on its head, and I'm still struggling to settle into a new normal where I'm in control of things and not just letting life push and pull me around. I don't like the feeling helpless and lost in limbo. For the past week, I've been putting off catching up with friends and going out because: 1) I really can't stand heaving to wear a mask out 2) I feel like now that we're in Phase 2, things are happening really fast and my body and mind aren't ready yet for life to be moving at such a fast pace. I feel like I just need to put the brakes on everything and give myself time to figure out how to move forward in this new phase of life.