Lately, my mind hasn't been in the right place. Ever since we started filming Stuck With You, many things in my life have shifted. Most significantly, the routine I settled into for 2 months during the Circuit Breaker period is now broken. Not being able to have a consistent schedule is really taking a toll on my energy and motivation levels, and I'm having a hard time focusing on work-related tasks at hand. Hopefully, this isn't a sign of the beginnings of a depressive episode. *fingers-crossed* I just don't feel like myself, and even smiling is difficult sometimes. That's weird for me. Either I have too much on my mind, or too much on my plate. Simple things now seem like Herculean tasks, and I was doing so well just a month ago. I hope my mood starts to pick up because I can't stand this feeling any longer. I just want to go back to being me — happy, loving, adventurous and carefree. I thought ice cream would make me feel better, but it didn't... (Pistachio is still my favourite ice cream flavour though!). Maybe I need to be out in nature more. I miss travelling. I miss my friends overseas and constantly discovering new things. Maybe this is just a feeling of claustrophobia and overwork (?) Who knows. Either way, back to the grind! C'mon Alyssa, you got this. *fighting*